pinatay

my neighbor died last week.
i didn't know her.
i didn't even know she died.

when i came home on saturday, there was tent set up next door.
many, many people milling about.
they stay all night.

Pipsy is parked in front of the clinic.
once, i looked out the window, and she was covered with kids.
what to do?

i've been away for the last two days.
i want to go over and pay my respects.
and i am shy.

want to bring over some food.
but what?
maybe some hopia from the bakery across the street.

i am feeling a moderate amount of resistance in going over there.
i know i will regret it if i don't.
shy and resistant, i will go tomorrow morning, before clinic.