extraordinary

i woke up yesterday with the thought that i am extraordinary.
it's not the first time that i've thought this.
and, i've heard it at different times in my life, from different people.

last night i heard Niconar Perlas give his structure, evolution, and laws of the Universe lecture.
it is part of the self-transformation part of our Waldorf teacher training.
in the last three years, this is the fourth time i have heard him give this lecture..

and, finally, i feel like it has penetrated all four layers of my Being:

physical.
etheric.
astral.
I.

for the first time, i really believe this.
i am extraordinary.
to act as if i am anything less is, ironically, the worst kind of arrogance.

i am extraordinary, not ordinary.
i will never forget again.

Mitra, i love you.
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