forbidden friend

i don’t know where you went.
friend, anong nangyari sa'yo?
parang biglang wala ka.

hindi ko alam kung bakit.

my mind can go to this terrible place.
it often happens when i worry about people i love.
when they are super late.
or seem like they disappear.

what if you are injured?
or dead?

i hope you are just angry with me.
or found someone new.
really.

i just wish i knew.